On the 18th of December, I remembered scrolling through twitter, seeing a tweet saying it's the last Monday blue of the year. I laughed at the thought of it then, without realizing that it would be the worse Monday of my life.

Yesterday, we send off one of the brightest star in the world, to the high above. I thought I would cry, but oddly I didn't. Perhaps, it's because I knew you are in better hands now. Jjong ah, I am sorry that it took me some time to find the words to say. You have worked hard. You have done well. Have you found the peace you longed for at that better place? I hope so, because that is all I wished for you. No more pain, no more heartbreaks. Can I take the pearl aqua blue moon that's all over social media as a sign that you found your peace?

Thank you for the nine years together. I will keep them close to my heart with you. It's hurts, but I will let you go with a smile. Rest well now, our angel. I will miss you.